Definitely wishing for some self-control now

Feeling majorly roid-raged right now. I don't use roids, but people might think I do by the way I acted today.

Why do I get so fired up over sports? Why can't I just be like other people and not give a shit if I suck or lose or perform poorly?

It seems like this is the only thing I get fired up about in life.

Why should we get fired up about anything in life really? Should we just be level-headed and never get emotional about anything?

I always say I'd rather take the ups and downs because it makes life more interesting...but the downs definitely suck....it seems like my downs are much deeper than my ups are high.